How can you ruin someones life and then go to church on sunday?

I WORKED AT TRAILMASTER CUSTOM BOAT TRAILERS FOR 11 YEARS. I WAS THE LEAD SANDBLASTER. I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS THE BEST WORKER THEY HAVE EVER HAD. I WOULD KEEP ALL EQUIPMENT MAINTAINED I WOULD DO BETWEEN 15 AND 30 TRAILERS A DAY TO THE NIGHT SHIFT BLASTERS 6 TRAILERS. IF WE BROKE DOWN AT ANY TIME I WOULD FIX IT AND I WAS EXPECTED TO WORK EXTRA HARD TO CATCH US BACK UP.IN 2002 I STARTED TO HAVE BACK PROBLEMS AND WORKMANS COMP. WAS NOT BROUGHT UP OR YOU WOULD BE FIRED IN2004 MY DR SENT ME FOR A MRI AND THEY FOUND 7 BLOWN DISCS WORK FOUND OUT AND FIRED ME. I HAVE A WIFE AND 3 KIDS SO I FILED A WORKMANSCOMP. SUIT IN 2005 I DEVELOPED A LUNG DISEASE AND ALMOST DIED WE WENT TO COURT AND THEY DENIED THAT I EVER MENTIONED ANY HEALTH PROBLEMS TO THEM THE LIES THEY TOLD WERE INCREDIBLE I AM NOW 42 YEARS OLD COMPLETELY DISABLED AND THEY THINK ITS ABOUT THE MONEY I FEEL THAT I AM A BURDEN TO MY FAMILY AND I JUST WANT LIFE TO BE OVER THE CLOSER IS OWNER YOUTH PASTOR VICE PRES LEAD BIBLE READER